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[cardsivedealt]

[The only reason he doesn't argue back is because he knows it isn't hollow words. He's seen the struggles his uncle has been through, both his uncles, and he knows that they would understand more than most.

He leans back as Kevin takes his own hit, letting the drugs loosen his limbs, and settle anything bothering him. He doesn't blame anyone for wanting to use this stuff to disappear, if he had more free time, he'd probably spend most of it high -- maybe that's why his parents only let him engage with Kevin. More controlled that way.]

It doesn't feel okay. [He admits, taking the joint back, the smoke relaxing not only his muscles but pretty much everything he normally holds back.] Feels like everything could fall apart if I'm not holding it all together.

[neverfoundtheanswer]

[He shifts a little so he's turned towards Misha, head leaning against the back of the couch, watching him.] It's not your job to hold it all together, D. [Not that it ever does any good to say so. He's said it before, but he doubts it'll ever change Misha's mind.] You don't have to do everything.

[cardsivedealt]

[He doesn't answer right away, taking another hit off the joint before saying anything, holding it in for a few moments before exhaling.] There's no one else to do it. [He can't leave it all up to his mom, who is nearly as stressed as he is, being the only one in the house that works, trying to stay on top of all his dads shit, keeping the twins in line.]

[neverfoundtheanswer]

What do you think you've got all of us for? [Not just him and Emery, although they do go out of their way to try to help out how they can, even if neither of them are great at the babysitting part. But even if some people are closer than others, the extended family is pretty big, and usually happy to help if asked. Unfortunately, Misha's about as stubborn and bad at asking as his mother is.]

[cardsivedealt]

I know...it's just not that easy. [Especially because there are times when his dad doesn't know anyone, not even Emery and Kevin -- not even his mom. And it's hard enough to deal with that, let alone having other people know he deals with it too.

He takes another hit before passing it back over, rubbing his eyes slightly.] I can handle it. It's just difficult on days like this. [When the damn migraines get in the way.]

[neverfoundtheanswer]

No one thinks you can't, kid. [If anything, the problem is that Misha is better at it than he should have to be. It makes it too easy for things to get left on his shoulders, because the fact that he's struggling isn't always obvious.] Just that you don't have to do it alone.

[cardsivedealt]

Yeah, well...[He doesn't really have a response to that. He feels bad enough asking for help with things like this, like somehow his power is his own cross to bear, he shouldn't make anyone else have to deal with it too. ] You already help a bunch.

[neverfoundtheanswer]

Well, I'm pretty sure there's a minimum hours required to be a part of the family. Like community service. [It's a fond joke; Kevin might not be as inclined to go out of his way for people in general as a lot of people in their weird little group, but he does go out of his way for people that are important. And they're all important, if not to him then to people who are already his, which is what matters.] If I can do it while hanging out with my favorite nephew, all the better.

[cardsivedealt]

[It makes him smile at least, huffing out a breath, almost a laugh.] It's not much of a competition. [The twins are a bit too crazy for anyone to really get close to, and he is named after Emery, which probably sways both of their opinion quite a bit.] But thanks.

[neverfoundtheanswer]

[He flaps a hand, dismissing the correction with a little grin.] An easy win's still a win. [Punctuated by taking another hit and then holding it out for Misha.]

[cardsivedealt]

No, you’re right, I’ll take it. [Lord knows he needs a win right now, even if it’s an easy one.

He takes the joint back, already feeling better, the effect obvious in the way his face relaxes, the fact that he’s joking back finally.] Just don’t make me pick a favorite between you and Uncle Emery. It’s too close to call.

[neverfoundtheanswer]

[It's always a relief to see him relax a little bit, be able to put down a little of the stress, even if it's only for a little while. He grins, leaning a little more back into the couch.] Em will understand if you like me better, I am pretty cool.