Thanks. I'll take that as a compliment. [He gives back the same response he received, not really sure what else to say, thanking him feels like too much, even though that response is definitely more than he expected to get from Kevin, he's never really told him much how he feels one way or another. Until it was bad. Until not Kevin did it for him.
Maybe if they talked more about this stuff, it wouldn't be so difficult. Or maybe they should just do what they did before and distract each other in ways that make words unnecessary.
He glances Kevin's way again and knows that he wouldn't be able to just fall back into that. Wouldn't be able to fuck around and not feel bad about it. Not now, not with them being soulmates. As nice as it would be, if they ruin this, then that's it, they don't get another chance.
He would like to not have this headache anymore though, so he moves his leg, pressing his against Kevin's and hooking his foot around Kevin's foot. It's not as nice as skin to skin contact but it does immediately make his headache go away. It's odd that more people don't talk about this aspect of being soulmates, but maybe normal people don't experience as much pain as they do. He turns his head slightly, offering a subject change as an olive branch.]
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Maybe if they talked more about this stuff, it wouldn't be so difficult. Or maybe they should just do what they did before and distract each other in ways that make words unnecessary.
He glances Kevin's way again and knows that he wouldn't be able to just fall back into that. Wouldn't be able to fuck around and not feel bad about it. Not now, not with them being soulmates. As nice as it would be, if they ruin this, then that's it, they don't get another chance.
He would like to not have this headache anymore though, so he moves his leg, pressing his against Kevin's and hooking his foot around Kevin's foot. It's not as nice as skin to skin contact but it does immediately make his headache go away. It's odd that more people don't talk about this aspect of being soulmates, but maybe normal people don't experience as much pain as they do. He turns his head slightly, offering a subject change as an olive branch.]
This helps, right? It's not just me?